Hoping very best

Yes I am sad for myself. I am in pain. I know, I can't turn back the clock and I know I can't write your future. Believe me, I knew it all. And beleive me, I tried everything going against everything. But I understood my actions only decide my fate. Please feel free to choose what is best for you. If pleasure is your motto, go for it. If lifestyle justifies your age, take it. If lust comes from emotional imbalance, you are treating it well. I will still remain the same, in my own world, hoping the very best for you.